It's going to suck hard...That's what she said.

I am sitting on my couch with my pretty pink laptop while my little brother plays his new Iron Man Wii game. Pretty boring.

I'm still upset about Monday, it was pretty horrible. But you know what? I'll move on. From that night, and from them. I need to have honest, respectful friends. Not ones who lie to get what they want, break the law, and try to get me to go along with it. I've decided that those aren't the kindof friends I want.

And I still have Mel. Always. She's without a doubt THE greatest friend ever. I don't know what I would do with out her. Die, probably. Or at least suffer from severe depression.

Along with Mel I still have Marissa, Seth, Olivia, Ian, Alyssa, Eyvone, and Jacob.

Ahh, Jacob. I miss him so much it's INSANE! I never thought it was possible to miss someone this much. I feel pretty pathetic, to be honest. But, whatever. He just has that effect on me.

Tonight we're having cheeseburgers and curly fries. It sounds so yummy. I can't wait.

I drove to wal-mart today, it was great. I had to help my dad to all the grocery shopping. He bought me a loaf of raisin bread because that sounded REALLY good, so I was eating it and it was good. haha. Me and my random cravings...

Olivia's party on Friday. I'm excited! :)

Amor, Mackenzie

"And I can't think of anybody else that I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you."