That's a beaut!

I'm trying to stay positive, because that's all I really can do.

I don't have anything to be unhappy about, really. I have good friends (mostly), my family loves me (mostly), and I have more than alot of people... but I still find myself feeling like there's something missing. I'm not sure.
I think it's probably just the fact that I've been home for the past two weeks and have hardly seen any of my friends.

And I'm super bored.

Once I get back to school and see my lovely best friend, Mel, and my super adorable Jacob again everything will be okay.

Mom and Dad are out "working things out". I don't know, it's just... hard. They're having issues, but hopfully it'll all be okay.

I'm more than looking forward to summer. I am flying out to Oregon to stay with my grandparents for two weeks... that's always fun... and Marissa might be in Oregon at the time so I might get to see her!! And then I'll fly straight from Oregon to Vegas and meet up with my family... we'll be in Vegas for one week, and hopefully if things work out I'll get to see Ian! I miss him like crazy....

Talk to me.

Amor, Mackenzie

"You know I love you, I really do, but I can't fight anymore for you"